Yup it's hard

I once commented to a particular someone that I don't think blogging is that hard as he updates his blog like after 2-3 months..mind you, he is a journalist.. but yeah come to think of it, it is pretty hard to blog..it's not only about the time that we need to spend blogging but it's also about having the guts to spill the beans.. to be really honest in your blog without caring about the feelings of others. Sounds pretty brutal eh. So, I salute those people who can blog daily about anything under the sun be it about your friends, spouse, boss etc.

I know I cant.

Oh God! It’s Friday!

It’s Friday again..the day everyone loves..everyone but me that is.. I know it’s a day where you look forward to the weekend.. d day for kakak2 and makcik2 gomen take their 2 and a half hour lunch break to shop at Sogo.. people waste time in the office surfing the net without feeling guilty whatsoever..hari yang paling best untuk mengular and mengelat..so it’s supposed to be hepi2 time lah.. BUT I’ve come to hate Fridays.. because it’s d day for me to again be waiting..wondering..waiting..wondering…and when it’s already at the wee hours then I’ll start worrying.. I know I don’t have to.. But I can’t help it.

Nowadays I’ve tried my very best to wait patiently instead of like a raving lunatic..but I still waitlah..sometimes I force myself to sleep but in my sleep also I can wait..siap boleh mimpi2 lagi tu.... paling tension when in the dream macam dah sampai but when I wake up laaaa…takdo pon..Also the latest method that I try in order to not feel so tension is I find activities to do on Fridays..this method seems to be really working..*clap* *clap**clap*..lagipun the traffic is crazy if I go back early.. tapi tak boleh lama2 pun because I’ll be missing the kids like mad and feeling guilty that my parents are already exhausted taking care of them the whole day.
I’m trying to love Fridays. Maybe soon I’ll finally be singing thank God it’s Friday!

Have a nice weekend people!